When Life Gives You Lemons
Wow oh wow, this has been a year! If you haven't been following my blog, Instagram , etc., then you may have no idea what I'm talking about. Well, to sum it all up, this year has been rough. God has been challenging me to grow in multiple ways and truly simplify my lifestyle in what I eat, own, and my life plans. There were times where I truly did not feel God at all. I knew he was there, but I felt very isolated, numb, and alone. But in this last week alone, I felt God, once again, for the first time in almost 7 months. About a week and a half ago, I found myself in my mentor's office, bawling my eyes out because I told her I didn't want to teach. I had been feeling this way for the past year, but I was too afraid to actually take the step and think about options. Everything that I had been working for, for the past three years seemed like wasted time since I was now reconsidering everything. I knew that these feelings had been there for a while, but I wasn't