Spiritual Numbness
You know that feeling you get when you don't feel right? Like, you're just, off. Almost like you don't have an opinion about much and nothing really seems that great to you. You aren't mad, you aren't sad, and you aren't happy. You're just numb. You know that feeling, right? As the semester comes to an end, I reflect back on these last few months and I can say I've become an expert of this numb feeling. If you don't know already, I am a Resident Assistant for freshmen girls, and I live alone for the first time in my life (gasp). Being that all of my friends are off campus or living with other roommates, there isn't much time I get to spend with these people in my life. Working part time, attending class full time, and the giving of myself to 33 beautiful 18 and 19 year old girls is exhausting. Incredibly rewarding, but so exhausting. Before this year, I was involved with everything and anything. However, this year, I've reached my limit o